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Joined: Tue Apr 20, 2010 8:49 am Posts: 1
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I want to stop hurting my family. I am realizing that I am losing out on so much. My brother said that I would never progress until I respect my elders. But this is my problem I am very vocal in front of my mom and my brother but when it comes to talk to others I become very shy. My mom said that she reminded her of my Dads certain behavior that she never liked. I felt like killing myself and ending all their miseries in one moment. And this is not a one day thing I have been feeling this for the past 2 years now. I feel If i don't talk now I will ruin everyone's life.
Please help me!!
I did decide to tell everything to my Mom and Dad about whatever wrongs I have done in life but I get afraid and I am never able to say anything to them.
I feel that I am responsible for all the misery that is happening to my family and I want to change it but I find no solution.
P.S: I have a bad habit of eating walls when I am really nervous or stressed . I controlled it for a few months but it recurred.
I have no one I can call my friend in all these years of my life.
- Anjani
I tried getting help from a counselor but the situation actually worsened...... N I changed colleges so I stopped going to him and got busy in my life but when I have free time I am just unable to concentrate on anything!!!
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